Another Day

One more miserable day down.  I can not believe I have done this 4 times before.  I am never doing it again.  This will be our last baby.   That thought makes me feel so much better.  Last time.  I can do this.  Never again will I have to feel like this for weeks on end.  When you get the flu or sick and it's only a couple days I can handle it.  But the day-in day-out suffering is almost unbearable.  Whenever people say, "you forget how bad it is."  I say "I have never forgotten and will never forget how bad it is." You don't forget things like this.  When I'm not pregnant and people talk about morning sickness I shudder.  The next worst part is being huge at the end of pregnancy- but I'll take that any day over morning sickness.  I'll take anything over morning sickness.  I'd take death over morning sickness!  Good thing I know there will be an end to it.  And it's a good thing I love my kids and husband so much.  And best of all- I know the result from the suffering.  A beautiful baby that will be mine for eternity. For now, the end of morning sickness can't come soon enough.